CRYING SECTION...
Ever really cried your heart out? yes.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: no
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: when i was littler
Ever cried over the opposite sex? yes. the worst.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: nope.
Do certain songs make you cry?: no

HAPPY SECTION...
Are you a happy person? i try 
What can make you happy?: things that i love.
Do you wish you were happier?: yes.
Is being happy overrated?: no way!
Can music make you happy?: for sure

LOVE SECTION...
How many times have you had your heart broken?: once
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? faaaam
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yes

HATE SECTION...
Who do you actually hate?: no one anymore
Ever made a hit list? lol not a serious one.
Have you ever been on a hit list?: now who would want to kill me?
Ever been a mean bully?: only to certain people
Do you hate George Bush?: i hate his policies

SELF ESTEEM SECTION...
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: lower then usual.
Do you believe in yourself?: sometimes
Are you good looking? not constantly
Do you deny you are?: yeah all the time
Do you wish you can be someone else?: no.


I HAVE...
[ ] done crack.
[ ] done opium.
[ ] done PCP.
[ ] done prescription narcotics for recreational purposes.
[ ] huffed air-duster.
[ ] been to a rave.
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[ ] jumped a ramp with a bike
[x] been dumped.
[x] been used.
[x] shoplifted- under $10
[ ] ran from the cops
[ ] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in
[ ] been fired
[x] been kicked out of a movie theater.
[x] snuck into a movie.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[ ] got hit by a car
[ ] fired a real gun.
[x] snuck out of the house.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] gone in a mosh pit.
[ ] stolen something from your school.
[ ] Celebrated New Year's in Times Square.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[x] Lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher
[ ] celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] been to Europe.
[ ] been to Australia
[ ] been to Hawaii
[x] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking
[x] played 'clue'.
[x] had a sleepover.
[x] gone ice skating
[ ] been cheated on.
[ ] had your tonsils out
[x] have a car
[x] driven a car.
[ ] Totaled a car.
[x] flashed someone
[x] been flashed


DO YOU ...
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[ ] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[x] have a dog.
[x] sing along with your music.
[x] dance around your room in your underwear.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music
[x] listen to rock
[x] listen to punk
[x] listen to hip hop.
[ ] listen to rap.
[x] listen to country.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[ ] listen to techno.
[ ] listen to hardcore.
[x] listen to pop.
[ ] listen to r&b.
[ ] listen to jazz.
[x] listen to indie
[x] listen to christian music
[x] listen to bands that can't be put into a category.
[x] have hobbies
[ ] skateboard.
[x] Get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument
[ ] have slippers..
[x] to sleep in wear boxers.
[x] wear eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[ ] like the color pink.
[ ] like the color red
[xxxxxxx] like the color green
[ ] like the color black
[ ] like the color purple
[x] like neon colors
[x] like to read
[ ] like to write.
[ ] have long hair
[x] have medium length hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[x] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.
[x] have a cellphone


ARE YOU ...
[x] bored.
[ ] happy.
[x] sad
[ ] Hawaiian
[ ] blonde
[x] brunette
[ ] a redhead
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Philipino.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] French
[x] American
[ ] Italian
[ ] African
[ ] Black.
[ ] Mexican.
[ ] Asian
[x] a Christian
[ ] a Muslim
[ ] Polish
[x] Irish
[x]German
[ ] Austrian
[x] Other.
[ ] Norwegian
[ ] No clue.
[ ] a Hindu
[ ] a scientologist
[ ] agnostic
[ ] satanist
[ ] religiously confused
[ ] short.
[x] average
[ ] tall.
[x] realistic
[x] an emotional kid.
[ ] talking to someone.
[ ] IMing someone.
[ ] scared to die
[ ] buzzed
[ ] high
[ ] caffeinated
[x] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[x] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[ ] tickilish
[ ] listening to music.

LOOK AT ME...
What is your current hair color? brownish blondeish
Whats your natural color?: same.
What color are your eyes?: green
Current Piercings?: ears
Straight Hair or Curly: naturally curly but straightened right now

CURRENTLY WEARING...
What shirt are you wearing?: stripped sweater from heritage :]
shorts/pants: ae jeans
Shoes?: none
Underwear?: orange
Necklaces: silver

THIS OR THAT...
Rock or rap: rock
Coffee or Hot Cocoa: half of each
Wild Night out or Romantic Night: both
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Hummer or Sports Car: hybrid
Bracelet or Necklace: necklace
History or Science: history
Sleep in or Early to rise: depends.
Beach or Boardwalk: beach
Hoodie or Tee Shirt: mmmm hoodie.
Night or Day: night
High School or college: college
California or Florida: arizona
Simple Plan or Good Charlotte: neither

HAVE YOU EVER...
Kissed the same Sex?: yes
Hugged someone?: yeah
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: yeah
Put a song on repeat for more than an hour?: oh yeah
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: nope
Got in a fight with someone?: not physical

THE LAST...
person you talked to in person?: sara
person you talked to online? kimmy
person you talked to on the phone?: daniel
drink?: focus vitamin water

RANDOM...
Do you like surveys: i looove them
What kind of shampoo do you use?: herbel
Do you get along with your parents?: not my dad, but my mom
Are you old enough to vote?: yes finally!
Do you have mental breakdowns?: all the time
Did you ever tell your parents you didn't feel good so you didn't have to go to school?: nope

CURRENT...
-Current Mood: kinda weird.
-Current Music: knight's tale
-current hair: straight ponytale
-Annoyance: living in the past
-Current Longing: love
-Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing: homework
-Current Windows: vista
-Current desktop picture?: yorkie
-Current Favorite Music Artist?: right now? silversun pickups.
-Current Book: prozac nation
-Current Worry: that i'll always live in the past and have feelings for you
-Current Video or DVD in player: i don't even know.

10 years ago I was:

• 8 years old
• failing spelling? 
• in 3st grade
• probably at maggies
• watching boy meets world every friday night

5 years ago I was: 

• 13 years old
• thinking i was fat 
• going back and forth between dating sunny.
• sitting on the computer
• no longer a discovery nerd
  

1 year ago I was: 

• missing david
• in love with the girls of my small group
• inbetween guys 
• anout to graduate high school.
• planning snowball.

Yesterday I:

• was leaving home 
• was in a car with my dad for 5 hours 
• unpacked
• missed my doggie
• missed my mommy

5 snacks I enjoy:

• curly fries 
• mangos 
• 100 cal packs 
• carrots and ranch 
• baked chips
  

5 songs I know all the words to:

• anything by brand new 
• "all the same" sick puppies 
• "dancing" elisa
• almost anything by dashboard
• "family tv" rocket summer
  

5 things I would do with 100 million dollars: 

• buy out heritage clothing store
• buy my mom and brothers and new [hybrid] cars
• go on a mission trip.
• charity
• presents
  

5 places I would run away to:

• arizona 
• somewhere warm 
• new york
• australia
• peoples houses

5 things I would never wear:

• crocs 
• uggs 
• theres not
• much i
• wouldnt wear once

5 favorite TV shows:

• the oc 
• how it's made
• numbers 
• real housewives of orange county 
• boy meets world

5 bad habits:

• lazy
• putting off homework
• cracking my knuckles
• sleeping too much
• eating junk food

5 biggest joys:

• your first love 
• pure happiness 
• music
• waaaaaaarmth
• camp 
  

5 fictional characters I would date:

• seth cohen - the oc 
• ben - how to lose a guy in 10 days
• mr darcy - pride and prejudice 
• eric - boy meets world
• charlie - numbers

old entries make me feel funny