| i had another dave dream. i went to eisenhower to go play basketball [even though they knew i was in college] and we won, and i got some kind of award or something. but dave was there. and somehow i looked good after playing basketball. and he came up and hugged me [wearing a purple hoodie that had a big 'I' outlined in stiches on the front.] and he gave it to me and i put it on inside out but it was reversible so it didn't matter, but then i didn't read what the other side said so i don't know what school he went to. anyway. we were about to leave, and it was me and him and some other girl [i think maybe kimmy] and we went to go out the front door, but dave had peeked out there before and his exgirlfriend had been there. so we went around the other side and all of a sudden kimmy wanted to see what the ex looked like, so dave and her went to look in on the ex through some door, and while they were looking, i ran into the guy who i had been dating before dave [again, don't know who. but considering i only dated teddy before dave, it was a madeup ex, cause it wasn't teddy. but he was sweet and wellmannered like danny, but had teddy's body type] and i went and gave him this big hug and said that i was happy we were still friends and that he was a super amazing guy and then i heard the convo between kimmy and dave and kimmy said "don't you think sarah will get mad that you're looking at your ex again?" and dave's like "no she trusts me. besides she's over there with what's his face" and then they looked at the mysteryexboyfriend and me hugging and turn away. and mysteryboy's back is to them, so he doesn't notice them, but somehow waits until the right time before he kisses me on the check and tells me that he'll always love me no matter what. then kimmy and dave start to walk away calling for us, and we start to walk over, i run to catch up to dave and kimmy and we walk through the gym and out the door, but kimmy and mysteryboy are gone so it's just me and dave again. we walk up the hill at the start of jones. and once we get to the top, i turn like i'm going to danny's house, and dave follows but then i realize i'm not taking him home and he's coming over to my house [which is still f-ed up because dave's house is nowhere near danny's.] we walk to my house and on the way down my street, i somehow have my computer in my arms, open and on, trying to see who's online on my buddy list, but i can't read it. i then asked dave if i can have the hoodie when he goes back to school and he says "of course! i would love you to have it" and i kinda of resist at first cause i think it's his only clothing that he owns with his school on it, but then all of a sudden he's wearing the purple hoodie from the beginning with the giant "I", but i'm still wearing the one he gave me at the game. we finally get to my house and my mom is leaving in a rented trolley with al's son lukie. and al's van is in the driveway so i know he's in the house. and i lay down on my driveway with my computer still trying to figure out who's online. dave then starts to walk into the house claiming that he has to ask Al some things and figure out some stuff. I automatically realize that he's getting me a present, but i don't want him to leave, so i grab his hand and tell him to stay with me and help me figure out who's online. he kisses my hand and tells "i'll be back. i just need to ask al some questions." kisses my hand again, tells me he loves me and walks inside. the dream ends with me still trying to figure out who's online while i'm laying on my driveway. i hate sleeping. it makes me miss dave. and want a time machine. however, i am currently being a really good student and actually doing my homework far before it's due. and i've been drinking a lot of water everyday. and eating healthier. and kind of working out before bed [you know, little exercises i can do in my room while sara showers] and i've been pretty good about keeping in touch with people while i'm gone. except not so much my boyfriend. but i'm a failure because i need to get a job so that i don't go broke again. that would be awful and i'd have a panic attack. |
